Four Months "Sober" and Rediscovering Balance
Hello Lovelies,
Four months ago, following the weekend of December 9th, I made a conscious decision to step away from drinking hard liquor. It was a pivotal moment in my healing journey—a choice fueled by the need prioritize my well-being. As I reflect on these past few months, I am filled with gratitude for the growth, clarity, and strength that “sobriety” has brought into my life.
In the past four months, I've experienced a profound shift in my relationship with alcohol. While I still enjoy the occasional glass of wine or mimosa in moderation, my desire to drink has significantly diminished. The idea of taking shots or indulging in drinking no longer holds any appeal to me. Instead, I find myself embracing this space that I am in as a path to self-discovery, healing, and inner peace.
Throughout this journey, I've come to understand that “sobriety” is not about deprivation or rigid rules—it's about finding balance and honoring my body and mind. I recognize that I am not saying I will never have liquor again; however, if I do, it will be in moderation and with mindful intention. The idea of drinking for the sake of “a good time” no longer aligns with my values or desires.
One Bible verse that continues to guide me on this journey is Romans 12:2, which reminds me to "not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will" This verse serves as a gentle reminder that my path and decisions may not align with many of my pairs and that’s completely okay but to continue to trust God’s will for my life.
As I continue on this journey, I am filled with gratitude for the progress I've made and the growth I've experienced. Not drinking to the point of being tipsy or drunk has given me the clarity and courage to confront my pain, rebuild my relationships, and deepen my connection with God. It has empowered me to live authentically and embrace life's journey with a renewed sense of purpose and determination.
In conclusion, four months "sober" marks a significant milestone in my healing journey—a journey filled with self-discovery, growth, and newfound balance. I do miss a good lemon drop though!
With Love,
Jadesha M. Hair